Sometimes I’m holding you right in my arms but it feels like you’re slipping away and i never know if it’s my mind playing evil tricks on me because it’s been a long time since I’ve actually had anything to lose.
Deeply sad at times. Yet, deeply amazed at life and emotions. Take it all in. Embrace every bit of it. Breathe in the air. Watch the seasons change. Love with no restrictions. Cry until you fall asleep. Just make sure you wake up the next morning for a new day.
You don’t have to let go of anything. You have to realize that everything has let go of you. You are not attached to anything in reality. Everything will die and change regardless of your love and attachment.
Always express your gratitude. Don’t presume that the other person recognizes your appreciation. A thank you never hurt anyone. Neither do I love you’s. There can never be too many of them. Whenever you feel it, just express it.
Just breathe, it’ll pass
Psychotic episodes scare the shit out of me to the point I’m afraid of objects and any movement of shadows or the slightest bit of noise
Sometimes i feel dead inside and i confuse that feeling with wanting to actually be dead but they are very distinct and I’m starting to differentiate them
I feel so sad i just want to sob and jump off somewhere tall and feel like I’m floating for a little
i love you
with all the creases of my palm
with all the brittleness of my heart
with all the corners of my mind
there is no poetry nor words
that can fully express
all the ways in which
i love you